bluish…. :’(
can I be honest here?
well, of course I can
but this is about something that I’ve been feeling deep inside
I felt depression
I envy my friends, family who already have a child or being pregnant
maybe I felt this every month every time my period time came
but today…
I felt a little different
It’s school holiday
at Facebook my friends are putting their holiday picture with their family
I want it too….
I know I have to be more patient
everything happens for a reason
but as lot’s of my friends are having baby….I get jealous
this is just like in Desperate Housewife that I saw a week ago
as Bree getting their success, their friends become jealous
yeah, I know in the explaination that Bree doesn’t feel that “successes”
but my friends don’t feel happy about their babies? oh please…
